You know people spend all this time wondering what God is. I’ll tell you. God is good. Sometimes we all fall into the dark. I know I do all the time. It’s like getting caught up in these waves. I think that is what the dark is. Falling into the wave believing all is lost in the nothing.

Thinking it can’t be done and this has to be a certain way and so does that.

When the reality is nothing has to be done any way and all is really good as long as you have God. Because God is good. And God loves.

And no matter how messy your life gets, He will pick you up, wipe you off, and set you back on your feet again.

That feels so good. Thanks Man. That’s what I have to say.

In the dark of the night when I see the light come in and remember, OH! That’s the color of God, that’s the flavor of my Savor, so sweet, so bright, that distinct off gray and blinding light.

He comes in just a second, to remind me that I am not alone. He IS. And, I AM. And no matter what, all is well.

I have to tell you the last week or two have been a real struggle. Satan is on bored (ha ha) really. He’s working hard with his little minions trying to upset the ship. Make me feel like a piece of sh**…well you know how it goes. Dumb stuff has been happening. Really dumb.

My other site got hijacked. Phishing scam. So Google contacts me and tells me they took my site down. They thought the site was a phishing site; and if it wasn’t, then someone hijacked it to make it look like it was. And, I have to fix it before they are willing to put it back up; that could take two weeks. Well I don’t know a thing about HTML, I have to use a web interface you know, those cheesy design builders? I am sticking to blogs from now on.

So, my sites are all like, “Praise GOD and love people.”

Nice, that’s phishing right?

So this site was a site that tried to make women feel better by helping boost their self confidence. It encouraged them to submit personal poetry; eventually an anthology would be put up of women stepping out and into God. It donated any funds raised to charity.

PHISHING my butt.

I call that the dark side.

Anyway. I assume that is in conjunction with a recent I will not name congregation making fun of wild prophetesses they called “weird.” I don’t think God would make anyone feel uncomfortable by labeling the people He chose to deliver true words through as “weird.” I also don’t think He would try to single any pastor out as some divine gift that people should idolize. Please pardon me while I step aside to puke. Sorry, I saw a really nauseating performance this weekend that made me want to vomit. Total idolatry.

So, I assume that is why I am being attacked. Perhaps because I am noticing things; perhaps because I am trying to publish things. Perhaps just because. I rebel against that which people are enamored with but I find problems with. But, I still say, get thee away Satan. From me at least. May I rebuke you false prophets, you that profane that which is holy. You who profit from foolish tactics. A false profit (ha ha), one that prefers unkempt actions and wild exclamations rather than the humble and simplistic love that the Lord profers unto his people.

My God, My God, what a circus the world has become.

So yeah, my world is a bit hectic, everywhere I turn things are topsy turvy. I read this crazy thing about the new latest and greatest thing, I think it was called Surprise Me. Where you know, you ask God to surprise you with something new and allow Him to direct you and people were going nutty.

Now, I am all for anything that gets people going to God, but isn’t that what you call, THY WILL BE DONE? Aren’t we supposed to do that anyway everyday? Just wake up and say, YOUR WAY LORD, YOUR WAY, MAY THY WILL BE DONE? Isn’t that the same thing?

It’s kind of like asking your child to put their plate in the sink or get dressed. It’s just something we are supposed to do.

Ok. That’s my rant and rave for today. The good news is Phillipians 4:4…Rejoice in the Lord always…

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